“I am all the time scared that individuals are simply gonna depart me for no cause,” Leah stated, detailing her abandonment points — earlier than additionally admitting why it is “painful” for her to see outdated clips of Teen Mother.
Amber Portwood’s daughter, Leah Shirley, is starting her journey to heal from the previous trauma she’s skilled in her relationship together with her mom.
Throughout Thursday’s new episode of Teen Mother: The Subsequent Chapter, the 16-year-old actuality star made the choice to start out remedy to handle how her difficult relationship together with her mom has affected her psychological well being through the years, with Leah revealing that she suffers from “abandonment points.”
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After Catelynn Lowell’s husband, Tyler, referred to as Leah’s dad, Gary Shirley, and revealed how remedy helped him cope with his previous struggles together with his relationship together with his father, Gary sat down with Leah to debate the potential for her speaking to a psychological well being skilled as properly.
Leah shared how considered one of her mates in school requested her if she was on a TV present, including that the classmate informed her she had an outdated Teen Mother clip pop up on her TikTok, to which Gary then requested Leah if she feels “stress” in school from being on tv.
“It is simply bizarre. I have been seeing plenty of TikTok movies with, like, outdated clips and stuff,” she informed her dad, who requested if she watches clips which might be “painful to observe.”
Leah stated she typically sees outdated Teen Mother footage from when she was a toddler. “It is simply bizarre to observe,” she defined. “It is all the time Amber screaming at you, and then you definately depart.”
“After which there’s one clip the place she’s yelling, like, ‘Why is Leah crying?'” she continued. “When she’s in a exact opposite room, simply leaving me. And it is simply bizarre. I feel these are simply painful to observe ‘trigger it is little me.”
The present then minimize to the clip Leah was referring to, with Amber yelling at Gary from one other room as child Leah cried, earlier than displaying different related, tough-to-watch moments.
“I simply suppose I’ve plenty of points due to Amber, and the experiences that I’ve had,” she admitted, to which Gary stated he needs he may have executed “extra” for his daughter, including that it should be troublesome for Leah to observe that outdated footage.
Gary then urged remedy, and Leah agreed, noting that she desires to have the ability to “overcome” her trauma, “forgive” Amber, and “transfer on.”
“I feel it will assist to have somebody to information me on how one can forgive somebody as a result of it is arduous for me to do this,” Leah added, earlier than she opened up about her difficult feelings about her mom in a confessional.
“I am probably not positive once I realized when she wasn’t there, however I do know I do have abandonment points from her not being round,” she shared. “However I do know that there is a lot occurring that makes it troublesome for her to have the ability to be there for me.”
“I really feel prefer it does have an effect on me on daily basis as a result of I am all the time scared that Kristina’s gonna depart me,” she continued, referring to Gary’s spouse, and her stepmom. “I am all the time scared that individuals are simply gonna depart me for no cause.”

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Later within the episode, Gary defined to Kristina that he had made a remedy appointment for Leah, with Kristina noting how lengthy it has been since Leah has seen Amber.
“We’re at 4 months once more with no contact,” Kristina stated. “I imply, that simply performs together with her feelings. I feel transferring ahead … you and I simply need to go along with what Leah desires.”
Gary agreed, including, “Leah is about to be 16, and she will be able to go to her therapist, and say no matter she desires. So, if she would not need her mother to know, that is last.”
Gary drove Leah to her first remedy appointment, together with his daughter saying that she was feeling “good” about with the ability to get “to speak to any individual.”
Cameras did not comply with Leah into her appointment, and after, Gary informed Kristina that Leah “did not actually speak a lot” to him about it after both, including that he did not “wish to pry.”
Kristina shared that she spoke to Leah and warranted her that she’s there to help her.
“I do know they talked a bit of about her mother, I feel,” Gary revealed, to which Kristina requested if he believed Leah doubtlessly attending remedy with Amber “would ever be useful.”

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“No,” Gary instantly replied. “Now, it is to some extent the place you are giving up on any individual [who’s] given up on you. There is a distinction there.”
He added that Leah has “constructed a boundary” to guard herself from “getting damage.”
“Good luck to Amber if she ever needed to go to courtroom, ‘I am unable to see my daughter,'” Gary stated. “I might be like, good luck! Gonna worsen for you the second you do this as a result of it’s going to 100% change, every part will change.”
“Leah stated if she was ever pressured to go there, she would run away,” Kristina informed Gary, who laughed, earlier than including, “She would run away, however she would inform the decide what she needed, and it would be executed.”
In a confessional, Gary — who has had full custody of Leah since 2011 — careworn that his precedence is his daughter, and placing her “first.”
“Each time coping with Leah, I need it to be her ideas, her emotions, I feel that makes it, it form of places plenty of these arduous questions out of my fingers and into another person’s fingers [who’s] knowledgeable,” he shared. “It is solely Leah [who] issues.”
New episodes of Teen Mother: The Subsequent Chapter air Thursdays on MTV.